A stupid question
Well, I asked a very stupid question that I had convinced myself I wanted to know the answer to. But deep down I really just wanted someone to comfort me. I asked in the online support group if anyone’s hair had grown back after years of pulling and one woman said yes, but most said no, or if it did it was weak. Trich.org told me to consult a dermatologist. I don’t know if I can do that. I still want to believe that I’m like that one woman whose hair came back and that I can truly beat this thing. I don’t think I can handle a doctor telling me I’m doomed forever to live with this reverse mohawk I’ve pulled. God, it just makes me feel so disgusted with myself. If I knew that I had done this to myself and that the damage was irreparable… I don’t know…I really don’t know what I would do…
